30th Nov 2010

Last week i had been frustrating & worried which U to go.

I applied two, got two offers.

come on, choose one out of two. how hard can it be?

yeah, it was totally difficult to choose.

going on with the pros and cons of each U makes me more headache.

finally, made up my mind after a week.

i mma going monash.

my friend boycotted me. how dare her...oh well, nevermind then.

i m sure i will still survive. hehees.

and the hostel cost a bomb, let's hope it is worth the price.

come to think about it, today is already the 30th.

2 more days it will be a whole new year, whole new Uni life.

wonder what a life of a university is.....

i will find out next year. please don't be too bad....D:

look, wern yen is an university student already! woots.

oh, and good thing is that hostel room has internet.

yes~! lol.

Since I'm free.I'm doing this.

I am a gemini.

hence, i do like new stuff and very active.

since I' m so free now, I am doing this.

I am collaborating all those jobs I would love to be but might not be the best idea.

these jobs can be part-time jobs however cannot be a full-time as these jobs are the ones I love at the moment. so, it is like suddenly like but later do a longer period then i dislike already.

the numbering are Not important!

* means = inspired by...

1. interior designing. *Ikea.

2. photographer. *khairunnisa's hubby.

3. culinary arts.

4. advertisement company. * too much of NIE.

5. wedding planner/party planner.

6. journalist. this one cannot, cause my english noo good.

7. kindergarden teacher.

8. hotel manager.

9. picture professional photoshop

10. chef

haha. my crazy list.

^^V

19th December 2010

Wow.

Can't believe it's already Mid december, going to a brand new year.

After my SAM, which is in the early Nov, I haven't been doing any beneficial. at all.

Genting trip, Malacca trip, interviews....

the rest is just, watch tv, sleep, eat. gawd, i am really a pig now. been increasing weight.

i blame on you:

-late night supper,

-tea time

-big/large breakfast.

-lazy you. (since I don't have to climb 4 storeys around 6-7 times a day)

gahhhh.

but, beneficial part of this holidays was i got a driving license. Hah.

and.

february only is my next intake in future university. which means that I still have 1+ more month holidays. woohoo. :P

and now what bugs me the most is:

which university should I go?

gawd, i never knew it will be a pain in the ass to choose which university.

I actually had made out my mind. but, there's is alternatives, there is pros and cons in each uni.

how?!

parents asked me to choose myself. but i really don't have a single clue, man.

i think i need some more time off to really think about this.

aiiihhh.

results are out.

I mma sad. :(
the results came out better than expected,
but.BUT,
please, can you like give me, good good or bad bad...
not average like a single B to hurt my heart!
argh....
anyway, i mma still grateful.
at least, english is an A, even thou i mma chinese educated! hmph,.
dad seems kinda dissapointed. aihx. just like that time my upsr result like that.
i mma dissapointed and shocked too, my mathematics is good, kay?!
what to do, maybe that last exam, i din do very well though...
mom also dissapointed....:(
i feel like crying now, but can't because i mma in a public place.lol.
sorry, that i let you two down, but really, i did try my very best.

yesterday, i was thinking. today, it either be a good day or a very bad day.
indeed, it turned out so bad. aiiiiihx.
everyone expect me to be higher, myself too. well, i also let myself down.
sheet.
noo moood....
i need a shoulder to cry on Now....
but no one 's here, everyone is busy. most of them are happy...

i should feel contented right? because some of them couldn't get the result i got.
well, i don't know.